November 2010
1 post
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June 2010
8 posts
New tumblr URL & blog for thee summer. Kayderrick2.tumblr
WatchOh, I get by with a little help from my friends Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
This song might be about college but its...
misguidedhuman:
Misguided Ghost
- Paramore
Every thing's so blurry And everyone's so fake And...
Goodbye Greenfield
Hello Fresh Start
It hasnt hit me I wont be going back yet
When WIll I Learn?
I bitch and Bitch about being alone
& the second I have somebody
I want out
May 2010
7 posts
I think about you in the summertime
Yes its finally that time! Fuck you Greenfield I dont have to deal with you for the next 3 months<3
I wanna fall so in love with you and no one else.
(via tamimaa)
purplesteelbearz:
Bright Eyes - Lover I Don’t...
Keep bleeding love
I finally feel like I can write again
Iv been at a loss of words for so long
but Im finally done with the chaos in my life im laying it to rest and im cutting off its sources.
Its summer im ready to be happy again
And there was never any place For someone like me...
Im doing my best to become a one guy kinda girl exactly where i have wanted to be this whole time Josh-hung out with him the other night we made out I got it out of my system im over him. Billy-Theres no feelings im his “perfect girl” but he knows how i feel well or dont Brian-Im doing my best I gotta try a little harder but theres obviously a little something between us, there has to...
April 2010
6 posts
one of THOSE nights
i need to get it all out…
1) Dan- I thought it was over ive been trying to get myself out of this mess for awhile now except tonight he decided that it would be okay to write on my facebook wall on how we dont talk anymore. COOOOOOL!
2)Billy- I told him how I didnt want a relationship not with him anyway I couldnt handle.
3)Andy- he got a gf problem solved we can still be friends =] great...
Too Late
Friday night I hung out with Dan & Saturday morning was when i decided that its time to really move on Something wasn’t right he didn’t seem sincere
Ive been doing my best to avoid/Ignore him & this is what happens…
“Him: Kayla ain’t talking to me Joey :really? Him: yeah I dunno”
now you decide to care? Too Late
I never feel like writing anymore but this is whats up
I still like Dan more then ever but im still messing around with Billy I have developed feelings for Billy but not even close to how I feel for Dan
Now here is my dilemma Dan talks to other girls and it bothers me im such a hypocrite because im messing around with other guys but its different right? because we both know how I feel and I dont...
March 2010
49 posts
“I just seem to be destroying my relationships and causing problems lately. I...”
– FUCK! no! im not over you!!!! Looks like im the one who ruined it…
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me...
I’ve been putting off writing everything on here for awhile. Lots has happened its just hard for me to say it all.
Lets start off with Dan. I already stated how I told him I liked him…well one day he was all “Its so annoying that I have to see you and not be able to hold you” “I regret not asking you to prom” We flirt blah blah yeah.
Now last night I met...
Yes My hair is back to blonde
one day and my life is already looking up…. =D
hello motivation <3
and when he wrote me those lyrics
“all i’m saying pretty baby la la love you don’t mean maybe”
=D
well world i gave it my best...
I finally told him how i felt…
ME
whatever idc
phil just knows how long i have liked you…
Him
really?
Me
umyeah
Him
I should’ve asked you to prom Kayla
how long has it been?
Me
awhile i guess
imm not for sure how long
Him
damn
Me
yea…
Him
well
I want to get a job and stuff and be done with this prom stuff
just get my shit straight
but Kayla
we’ll see what happens...
thundering:
The Pixies - Where Is My Mind?
...
Your head will collapse But there's nothing in it...
YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!
After last night so amazing
Jason messages me today?!?!
What the Fuck. NO!
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
Well world… I gotta hand it to you tonight may have been the happiest moment I have had in a long time
for some reason he asked to hang out so im all WOO
well let me tell you we id not just hang out
major cuddling and kisses. why tonight? who knows who cares im crazy about this boy and i have been for so long. Im glad I never decided to give up because tonight was worth everything.
hidekiryuga:
Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life
Black Hole Sun
For everyone who has ever told me friends first is better… well now I know.
Its not.
Pretending like everything is ok when he talks about other girls and I just smile acting like im happy for him when its tearing me apart.
One day Ill tell. Just not today.
reasonal:
Radiohead - Creep
“I want you to...
lost inside
Yes I really do suck at life x 100.
sam:”If he messages you tonight, its sign, you have to tell him.”
7:45: my mind:”he isn’t going to message me and im so tired ill set a timer for 8”
9:08: My mind:”oh fuck..
*checks facebook* shit he messaged me
*checks time* 7:47…-_-
if thats not a sign to not tell him i dont know what is
emilyclaire4:
Taylor Swift - I’d Lie
This is...
How i wish you could see the potential, the...
iv been crying my eyes our for hours now
today just fucked my mind
and i get to do it all over again tomorrow
soon enough ill break into my streak of nothingness
this is the last time I'll forget you I wish I...
fffffuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkk youuuuu world!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the second I decide im moving on that im done being hurt
because I just cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! He messages me
!##%$%#@#$%$^Z%$#@
I now realize its time to move on Iv held on to this far to long